Days passed, and things with Greg are doing … idk how they are doing anymore, okay i guess. we talk from time to time and sometimes its good, but sometimes its awkward…
Last Friday me and my friends went clubbing and i saw Greg there and it was nice, we played pool together he showed interest in me then i got tipsy and started grabbing his leg - near his crotch area and he allowed me…
Later in the dance floor i danced with my friends and him with his… but at one particular song he came up to me and we started dancing together !! heaven BUT it only lasted like one song as he said he had to go and left.
That killed my night but oh well at least i was happy that he had come up to me and we danced.
Later on that night he msged me apologizing for flirting with me and for keeping on letting me on ????? that hurt my feelings like wtf boy why let it happen in the first place if your going to regret it later and apologize ….. ???
I just told him it was okay, that i knew we are just friends ” “
Yesterday was GaGa’s concert and it was really awesome but seeing all this nice couples made me completely sad. like i want a boyfriend to take to the Ball too :(
I really can’t believe how unlucky i am when it comes to love HA!
Oh and tonight i had a dream with ISAIAH!!!!!! i can’t believe it - that brought me down even more now - i remember we were at a party and he was there and i was talking to him …. later on i knew we were all going to stay over at that house and i was going to sleep with him - SLEEP not have SEX - but i was happy that i was going to have someone to hold at night.
UGH …