Well today just sucked -__- seriously its like every time i am happy life just finds a way to take that happiness from me! So today i went to school bought my books and Greg’s and went to class - you guys that part in Twilight when Edward walks into the cafeteria and Bella sees him for the first time ?? well that’s how i feel when Greg walks into the room … Class was fun, pretty interesting pretty easy, pretty cool. Greg and I shared a couple of ‘looks that turn into smiles and blushing’ - i got my add code too :D ME: YAY I’M SO HAPPY FINALLY A CLASS, A CLASS WITH GREG THIS IS GOING TO BE AWESOME … LIFE: OH HOLD UP BITCH … So going back to the whole bog weaver the school gave me, supposedly they made a mistake and i got it by mistake and i had to give it back… but umm too late i had already deposited it and used most of the money on the books … so there was no way for me to pay it, plus the books (which i needed before class) and pay my class… so i had to drop my class … oh and that counseling hold was a problem … So perhaps i shot my self on the foot by depositing the money and buying Greg his book but i had to do it, or it woulda been him without a class and me with it. and it would be the same, i only took the class cause Greg was there … better him than me i guess … sigh! One amazing thing did happened though, Greg invited to his house to eat Menudo ! i swear i got butterflies when he invited me - i went to his house, watch a bit of ‘Being Human’ and just talked to him more and we horse around a bit too… GOD !! WHY! Now i’m out of school.. with no class and no more Greg :( everything was going so perfect i could already see myself like spending so much time with Greg and getting to know him, Lab, Class, Study Groups, House Visits and now all is taken away and i feel like we wouldn’t talk - idk if it feels like its over :( I hope its not but fuck life just freaking sucks :/ Now i’m going to be home, jobless, workless and without the possibility of seeing Greg on a daily basis :’( </3 Oh fuck suck though, i ain’t going to give them their money back right now - i’m using that fuck RCC i’ll pay them later those bitches don’t deserve my money that on the first place was their mistake and therefore fucked me over -__- Joining the gym for sure and waiting for my work permit … that’s all i have and hope and pray Greg still talks to me …. Seriously i hate life so much right now - super upset </3
HOLY SHIT I JUST NOTICED I POSTED THIS ON MY NORMAL TUMBLR … MEANING GREG MIGHT HAD READ IT :O
Update: i forgot to mention something that got me upset too. I saw Greg using his Grindr and he even showed me that he was on…. like wtf i mean yeah we are not together or anything but that just upset me a lot i mean here i am trying to get with him and his on this app that’s known for basically hook ups -__- sigh