OMFG so there was this guy last year … on the winter semester like the first day of winter semester i saw him for the first time on the bus, as he got on the next bus stop to mine, and since the first day i saw him i liked him, i knew he was gay, i mean i wasn’t sure 100% but the way he dressed (fashionable) the way he moved, walked, i knew he was and what i was surprise that liked about him the most was just him, he wasn’t HOT hot he was average and he even i guess has a limp, or something he can’t walk right - but i didn’t mind it, i like him right away.. so time went by and i always, everyday i would see him, but i would never talk to him, i did started making eye contact with him and he finally caught me one day and since that day he would stare at me and i would to him but we would never talk or anything.
Time passed, and it was Spring semester and GSA had its first Pride Event at RCC, and i saw him that day, he was helping us out in one of the booths, so i was like ummm he has to be gay, he was never in GSA but i mean his presence there was a clue. At this point i was trying to date Adam (but that’s another story for another day) so more time pass and i would see him every day pretty much at the bus and at school sometimes walking by, and i just liked him, he just gave off this good guy vibe, not like the type of gays who just want sex or partying or too wild, he seemed like a good boy, like he was barely coming out and i liked that about him because that’s how i felt too, i’m barely coming out feeling good about myself and for who i am and it would be nice to be with someone like that, inexperienced like me.
Some one day i finally man up and did a note, that day i missed my bus and by fate, chance or destiny we got on the same bus… and i decided to talk to him tru a note …. i wrote it right there on the bus, like on the way home from school it read something like:
Hey it’s nice to finally talk to you, i have noticed you since the beginning of the year and well i would just like to talk to you and be friends - Alan
ps. i don’t have a phone but here is my email …………..
And OMFG i was dying i wanted to back down and don’t give it to him as it seemed like too creepy but at the same time it was romantic and old school like and well when we got to our bus stop (we have the same one) so like i got up all fast as soon as we got there - he got off first and i followed close by and when we got off i tapped his shoulder - and he looked around and i gave him the note, he grabbed it with an ‘oh’ and i turned around and walked off (we live in opposite directions) i was dying, i wanted to look back but i kept telling myself keep going Alan keep going don’t stop .
So that day, i took my time eating, water the plants, watching tv, i was dreading going online and finding out if he hit me up or not ….. when i finally did …. NOTHING …. it sucked but i decided to give it more days… but as the days passed he never said anything and then the awkwardness that was Fall semester as he would get on the bus and like we would avoid eye contact man it was awkward for a while but after that everything ended …………………..
OR SO I THOUGHT …………..
…….So today (exactly a year from the first day i saw him) i get on the bus and i missed my bus again (hehe Micheal) and by faith he gets on and this lady was sitting next to me but before reaching the school she moved seats so i had an empty seat next to me so i we get to RCC and he gets on, i was like oh dang , looking the other way avoiding eye contact like always ….. so the bus was packed and like he passed me by but then he stops and then SITS NEXT TO ME!!!! and TALKS TO ME !!!!!!!!
he was like “Hi, how are you?’ i had my earphones and i thought is he talking to me??? but he was, so we started talking and we talked the whole way home, and i came to find out that yes indeed he is gay (my gaydar never fails me LOOKING AT PIERRE AND ANTHONY…. ) and he is a big party boy, as he was telling me that on New Years he got FUCKED UP.
So we get to the bus stop and we get off and he turns around and KISSES ME !!!!!!!!! RIGHT IN THE LIPS !!!!!!!!!!!!
OK
OK
I’M JUST FREAKING KIDDING ;)
LMFAO !!
No we get off and he is like well it was nice meeting you.
And now i’m thinking WTF!!! we are friends now BUT WHY NOW!!!!! like wtf i’m talking to Greg, and i like Greg a lot right now, like why is this happening, why couldn’t he talked to me like last semester when i was free …. why is this happening… gotta see what happens next but OMFG freaking crazy timing i swear.
Oh and i have a class (well hopefully) i get the class with Greg !!! ^.^ that way we can get to talk more and like get to know him more and we’ll see what happens, but i like him a lot !!! man life is crazy, love is crazy.
Well see what happens tomorrow … :D